I awoke Only to find my lungs empty

Feeling empty.

My tank is only a quarter full. 

People are going places but me.

Some people my age are constantly traveling ( way more than my 1 state a year) all over the U.S or Europe, moving out of state, getting engaged, getting married with an amazing wedding, parasailing, buying houses, going to state schools, and just seeing and experiencing the world.

While I’m here just patiently waiting to graduate from my average university so I can get a grown up job. I feel I haven’t done anything. I’m determined when I graduate to do all these things and more. 

Hopefully.

Le sigh.

I just want long hair.

I’ve been trying to grow out my hair for almost a year now. 

Despite taking vitamins EVERYDAY, ironing and blow drying my hair once a week, not combing it much, picking my hair up with only pins, no hairspray, gel, etc, putting birth control in my shampoo, washing it at a minimal, AND dying it just every 3 months, my hair is still growing at a slow rate :( 

I’m going to try a new herb remedy of Rosemary for my hair because I read online it helps hair growth and I’m going to the Keratin Treatment because last time I did it, it helped my hair out a bit.

FML. When will my hair be at the length that I want it to be?!!

No one to talk to who understands.

FML.